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[13 Apr 2005|09:26pm] |
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i hate fucking parents they ruin their kids lives.. i hope my mom dies.. i wanna slit her fucking throat! then kill myself cause it makes me feel like shit wat she says to me and wat she does
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[28 Sep 2004|08:04pm] |
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Everyone should post up one good memory or more, they have with me in my journal. Then put this in your journal and see what people remember doing with you.
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[28 Sep 2004|07:53pm] |
well yea strtford is playing joel barlow 2morrow .. and whoever reads this should go to the game on the 4th of october casue we play bunell at bunell
KAITLIN AND JOHN 5 DAYS TILL A YEAR!!!!!!!!
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[25 Sep 2004|11:11pm] |
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Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all. Where you are and how you feel. Put these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...) Slow things down or speed them up. Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...) are you and I gone?
And I can't make it on my own. (And I can't make it on my own.) Because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. (Cut my wrists and black my eyes) So I can fall asleep tonight, or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words. "I love you" is all she heard. I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
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| im so weak and powerless over you |
[21 Sep 2004|10:39am] |
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yea well both v and jv lost the game vs masuk buti saw my friend jess from camp so its all good i didnt knoshe was on the vball team thats awesome though.. il have to get her sn from a frinend now cause im stupid and didnt ask for it well ive been grounded from the computer lately i should have it back by friday... hopefully .. oddfellas starts cant wait...
well other than that a lot of guys on the bences were saying look at 20's ass.. gee i feel special :/ not really... hmmph
im bored im in creative writting .. ive liek written 2 things already their both pretty gay but one i writtena long time ago about a friend who died... i dont expect any1 to know him .. but im now a year and a day clean he he (wrist) ! for all of those who know.. amy .. manda... jon .. thas about it .. o yea and jon if u read this ubetter go to oddfellas! casue im gunna b there and we havent seen eachother since... like.. the beach thing.. no wit u were driving by me with ur dad i think im not sure but u need to go cause imiss you!!! lol well
i gtg bells about to ring later!
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| this will never get any worse |
[18 Sep 2004|06:50pm] |
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yay! our volleyball game has been switched to a home game so its all goodness so any1 that reads this should go he he .... even thouhg i suck major ass at it lol not literally lol
ashley is mad at me ... and she wont talk to me .. :/ i guess i kinda deserve it but then agian i dont.. its weird..
well me and manda are going to the movies with chris soo ill smell you later!
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| make a list top ten regrets |
[17 Sep 2004|10:41am] |
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he he yea im bored theres nothing to do and i dont feel like writting anything so blah the hatebreed concert was last night.. i want band underwear lol laura brought it in its cuet and its pink! ha ha pink... yea ..
laura showed me a pic of a really hot girl.. shes pretty .. she sings in the missing
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[16 Sep 2004|09:15pm] |
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JOHN COMMENT NOW!! this is an initation!
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[16 Sep 2004|08:28pm] |
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15 to the 17 ranch reunion! yes o yea i get to ride baby! he he im so happy!!! adn i get to see every1 in ranch sorry to all you lits... tyler sebastein booze .. guess youll just have to live with it lol
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[16 Sep 2004|08:26pm] |
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ok do you ppl see the ling at the bottom of this that says will you catch me if i fall? click it .. and post sumthing! its making me upset no1 comments.. i mean it makes me feel inadequet im used to getting attention over here nad im not getting it ! wtf is wrong here?
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[15 Sep 2004|11:10pm] |
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sigh im listening to konstantine and its making me cry...
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| i miss you |
[15 Sep 2004|10:29pm] |
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What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go Promise me you'll never let me go
And the stars aren't out tonight, But neither are we to look up at them Why does hello feel like goodbye? These memories can't replace, These wishes I wished and dreams I chased Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me go, Take my hand and never let me go, Promise me... You'll never let go You'll never let go You'll never let go You'll never let go Make this last forever
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, you're not making this easy
You're not making this easy You're not making this easy You're not making this easy You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you
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| i thougt you were the one but i was wrong cause u already left |
[15 Sep 2004|06:43pm] |
just got back from vball im sorry but theres a girl on the team who sucks.. just had to say that .. and i need to work harder too but .. i admit it i dont blame other ppl
well other than that we beat platt yesterday he he 1st game we won! jv and v it was kool.. we saw the platt soccer team lol (to all those that know me) talked to john last night :U NEED TO NOT BE SO DEPRESSING!!! lol:
went to penders last night .. no1 was there so i left .. really gay only stayed for like .. 2 mins.. ugh wat a waste came back home in a half an hour .. well yea .. that about sums it up .. now im here being broed listening to music and downloading a song... peace!
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| i want you to know that i miss you |
[13 Sep 2004|09:24pm] |
not much to say really.. woke up went to school .. walked ashley partly home then she got picked up... went to 7 11 .. in the green its the only place they have frappacinnos lol i have to travel there eerytime i want one .. its sad but they are good .. went to v ball .. we are getting better .. our game vs platt is 2morrow.. ugh were gunna lose badly lol] ribbon / shiny socks/ jersey #20 baby!/ spandex( of course u kno this booty will look good ive got a siamese twin back there!) / knee pads/ shoes/ water/
im all ready lol i hope
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